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About 1990 i attended a meeting of a club. Each meeting there was a presentation from a guest speaker. This time it was a Europe wide renown specialist in Tarot - a "psychic".
She had 3 people coming up front one by one. To pick up a number of cards - then she gave her comments. 2 of the 3 persons i knew quiet well for many months. A husband and wife. Wife being ill of intestinal cancer and having had repeated chemotherapy and radiation therapy during the past months.
Our guest never met any of the 3 participants. What she said about the 2 known to me appeared perfectly correct to me.
Some time later - after having given a healing session to an old man, a teacher in the use of pendulum - i had an appointment with that Tarot lady. The old man gave me almost enough to pay for that appointment.
We spoke about yoga and more. And i had many questions - it was the beginning of my serious part of spiritual development during the present incarnation and no single person within hundreds of kilometers and more ...
I asked questions about Hans and his new wife - both as usual more or less seriously ill almost every year, and i asked about Liesel - even more serious ill. She predicted death for both within near future - like a year or so. I also asked for me - by that time i stopped full time working and worked as needed in mobile care for very handicapped, mostly MS patients and focused all my force on most intense spiritual efforts in a most simple style of living despite more than 12'000 DM debts open sales tax and medical insurance premium - she predicted the worse of all - dark clouds in my life coming up unless i instantly started full time job and making lots of money to satisfy the 2 government agencies with their financial demands. She predicted very serious problems coming up if i would delay work.
After about 2 hrs and some 70 US $ less in my pocket - i went home to continue my yoga !!! love and God and nothing else had place in my life. Clouds can be dissolved in love - no matter how dark - that was my early opinion by then. All i knew were the Yoga Sutras from Patanjali - in a short but precise old version. No guru and no real spiritual book at all and of course no one to talk spiritual topics of any kind even the most simple. Just God and me.
Time went by - 2 bailiffs came for the 2 open amounts - to take all i had ... but i had all i had inside my heart - deep inside and no material belongings at all. I was sleeping on the ground without mattress, no furniture of any kind except a chair for visitors and a very small old carpet just big enough to sleep on the hard concrete soil and a very old sleeping bag. There was nothing they could take at all and hence no damage at all could occur to me. All the important in any human is out of reach by any authority - because God put all the treasures in my heart. And my father put more and more treasures in my heart those weeks and months. He opened all doors to heaven and a flood of love and bliss was pored upon me - all i did was some 2 hours of Hatha yoga daily, some 10 to 15 km of jogging almost daily and lots of kriya - lots ? LOTS - some days full time and when i put my body asleep i still was open for God !!! Most intensely and most lovingly. Even the jogging was with nothing but God in mind and combined with mental or spiritual exercises. Like jogging on rain slippery ice at normal speed and focusing on keeping inner balance to run safely in any icy condition we had in wintertime. Praying or talking with God while jogging, ... all was focused on one single goal - God. To learn to love, to practice love in any situation i had while working or meeting people. I was giving spiritual counseling by phone with 2 phone lines or in person, day and night when ever there was need and time.
A few years passed by and all went well with me and around me - the recent divorce gave me the freedom and power to progress forward. My divorce wife was totally material oriented and had zero faith in God nor interest in anything spiritual - she was scared of God and anything metaphysical. The divorce was a very essential step forward. A wrong partnership is far worse than no partnership - but a happy partnership as i had it for a few years soon later again was more productive for the spiritual progress as it offered many challenges again to grow stronger in solving problems with non-spiritual persons.
But what happened to Liesel and Hans ?
I decided - it is far too soon to die for any of them because they totally failed an entire incarnation. They wasted a full life beyond 65+ years with virtually zero spiritual progress - just very normal and very typical as most out there. I was ready to give them whatever spiritual support they needed - but of course they never have been ready to talk about God and love nor anything really spiritual. Hence all spiritual support and help needed to be without any words and meetings. From within. Easy because any physical mother or physical father always have a direct link to a child. Me as the only one they had but one link - to me. The more they missed me - the more they were open for inner guidance and LOVE. There was little chance to actually teach them - they both learned only through pain and illness or accidents. Me - i was their "child" no authority of any kind - such attitude is normal - parents rarely listen to their own children no matter what their children know or how old they are.
Liesel lived far more than 10 years - so did Hans. Both improved their health and both learned to love more and more.
Hence nothing from all the predictions worth 70 US $ ever happened. Neither to me nor anyone else in question. But ... all of the predictions about the other husband wife from that presentation became true very soon.
Why the difference ?
She can - like all psychics - read karma. That is very easy to read because karma is within your very own and more dense aura. Like an open book - inside the causal body. Most people being stubborn and extremely slow in progressing on their spiritual path - the normal situation is that their karma occurs before any progress has been achieved. Hence all goes according to ego plan. Reading karma is like reading a road map - your karma contains all lessons, sufferings and even accidents that are needed to neutralize it. Sometimes there are a few, several or only one option. All of you can read karma if you want - but that is of no help to anyone. The point is how to prevent karma to occur, how to dissolve karma before it actually occurs and then how to prevent any new karma to be created. That also you know how to - because i wrote it in very detail in all my texts. No reasonable person on earth wants to know how to crash a car - but how to safely reach destination ...
Most people have no spiritual plan. No spiritual goal in life. Or if they have - they work still ego life and ego goals because of the very little forces applied toward God union and development of true divine love. The one wife died soon in a hospital where she was allowed to die. And all that was said about her husband also became true as far as i could observe. I still met him several times and also visited his wife to spiritually prepare her for death in the hospital once or twice.
For another several years i had my small private "temple of light and love" like a small private monastery or mini ashram. People came to ask advice and felt relief when they left.
Zero from all the predicted in regard to myself or Liesel of Hans ever occurred in our lives. Years later - just a year or so before my full and repeated oneness with God i got a job - 6 months 24 hours intense care of a 95 year old woman. I earned all the money to pay all debts back in full - at my time i decided to be best - and still had enough money in excess for a full new vocational training in Asia - all expenses paid.
What is the point and lesson ?
God's love is almighty - so is your love if you really want !!!
Your own love for God and all is more mighty than all other combined forces against you ever can be.
Girls and lazy ones often love to waste time and money for psychics, to hear about princes or rich men appearing in their life, fortune to be given or earned, jobs, and career and much more - but psychics mostly have one in common they are missing any true spiritual knowledge on how to change any karma in a desired new direction, to change or weaken or even like in my case fully dissolve existing karma to fully focus on a goal of love and God empty of any distraction. All the psychics i ever met so far had zero God orientation and even less knowledge about God and love. But they all are more or less rich because they tell interesting stories in a mystical environment and are often dressed in an exotic unusual way to appear even more mystic to the eyes of ego and customers. My psychic women was quiet ill and the years later her health got worse and worse .. she was fully busy going from one fair to another and from one appointment to another and having Tarot sessions by phone as well with customers from other European countries - making money and being successful - her way - financially at least. She was so busy she asked me once to buy her a book about Raja Yoga because she had no time to go shopping herself even though she was only walking distance from the center of Munich with all the bookstores while i was coming many kilometers from outside. I never bought the book - because if she has no time shopping the important things - how could she have time to even read or practice part or all of it.
Your karma comes to you and hits you in full without any extra effort - but your true love and eternal happiness needs to be earned by the power of YOUR true love. The more you love - the more God will help and support you in achieving your divine goal. Even girls have to actively love to find their eternal love and happiness. We men love to have strong lover girls as well for eternity - only strong lover girls can have real fun in life and fully enjoy strong hurricanes of exciting love !!!
The other 2 - husband wife - suffered all karma because they were fully missing the readiness to instantly change ALL their lives and totally reorient toward God and love at any cost of ego. Myself i always prayed to my father to help me to progress as fast and as directly as possible at any cost - financially or otherwise. At any effort.
I fully experience all that is mentioned in the scriptures somewhere - because it has been a teaching ever since mankind drifted apart from God and beloved ones. If you give all here on earth for God - you receive all from God in heaven - at home !!
God was poring bliss and love upon me even here on earth - but i had to take my freedom and to make my choice FOR God and for love and drop all earthly government stuff and administrative waste of time for the benefit of achieving my goal. God was reaching out for one of his children because that son - me - was reaching for God !! if you reach into a shelf of a super market then you get whatever you grab for ...
if you reach out for God - then you get God and if you stretch yourself and reach out higher and stronger with all your efforts - then God is reaching out deeper and even more lovingly to free you and take you home. BUT you decide if you want to reach out into a shelf or drawer or machinery or car ... or for God. The decision always is yours. My destiny always was my decision - soon in my life i decided that things can always be turned my way - and my way was always a way of pleasure, fun, adventure ... after all the work has been done successfully.
First God and love - then career - because a wise man knows that kind of "career" leaves him full control of life and he always can bring home his own children, wife and friends and all those wanting to return, while a career man or girl may just know how to empty the bank account and how to refill it - to create more and more distraction and karma - to make next visit at a Tarot psychic or pendulum specialist even more exciting because more interesting vectors of karma wait to act on you and get your life out of your control. Most people are purely manipulated by their karma - like walking through life on a railway instead having fun in the wilderness of jungle and oceans.
To really and precisely reach your true and most valuable goal in life is the only factor to measure whether or not you have been successful in your life.
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