Dear Hans.
Actually when I post the topic, I have already part with her. Now with your words I feel so sure that I've made a right decision.
Now I'm a free man, I have lost myself for a long time and now I'm myself again. Now I feel so much fun and joy which I had put aside for a long time.Because it's so good that you don't lie everyday, it's so good to be yourself.

I will follow all your advices, especially the section about a really strong lover.

However, I have a question to ask: you said "partner with a strong one who loves you from the first moments and onward...", so if I don't love her from the first moment but I only love after a while when I get to know more about her, is that love true love or not?

Anyways, your words remove the last piece of dout from me, so I thank you so much from the bottom of my heart.

Now it's near Christmas time, so "MERRY CHRISMAS TO HANS, OUR BELOVED SPRITUAL TEACHER!!!"

I love you so much, really!!! :-)