but coding is nothing for me. I don't want to spend my day with 8 hours minimum behind the computer desk. I need to be outside. Currently I'm waiting for a response from my uncle for a new job. Otherwise I'll find something else, hope something which will not be too tough on my back spin, on certain days it hurts a lot.

I don't know what accident brought me to your webpage, but I clearly am not ready for your teachings. I'm way to young I guess. I don't know anything, can't do or offer anything and have no quilifications. I don't want to waste your time anymore, because I'm sure you got thousands of people to teach who have earned their ticket to heaven. Thank you for all your guidance and we hopefully speak again in some years or decades when I am ready.

In the meantime I'm gonna try to practice what you told me.