Even if so, I still did read much about this and I'm doing exactly the oposite of what I feel is right. Just because I want to do the right thing in the eyes of the holy. Their views in many cases are not the same as mine, so I guess this makes me wrong, I feel wrong and am wrong.

And I'm not sure if your post was a sarcastic remark to my post or is it true I don't need guidance? (because I'm sure everyone of us need it, direct or indirect)