hello
i am from CA and i currently go to arizona state and right now i am having difficulty fitting in. i have friends now but i feel as though i grow to dislike this place. everyday i feel regret for coming here. i have a girlfriend and she chose hawaii. we have to wait about 4 months till we see each other again for a month then back to school.i feel as though i should have gone there. all i ever do is think about her. she says she loves me, but i feel like i lose her everyday. she says she thinks about me and that everything reminds her of me. i just feel worried that i'm going to just be another guy in her past. we have been dating for about 1 1/2 years now and feel we have a strong connection. we almost broke it off but just couldn't bear to think of being separated from each other. there was a guy friend she had who thought she would be good to have a relationship with and probably be the one, but she told him that she wants to be friends and she has someone she loves back home. i do see though that she seems happy in hawaii. i want to transfer out to possibly go out there. my problem is i don't want to ruin her relationship with her friends. i don't want to go there and just end up hurting what we have either. i really don't like the school i am currently going into either. she has sort of pushed for me to transfer there. it does have the major i am currently in there. i feel like that is the environment for me rather than here where its party all the time. i feel as though i have a problem because i think about her nonstop. and since i don't have any close friends to hang out with to get her out of my mind,i just stay in my dorm. when ever i hear the phone ring or someone sign on on aim, i always check if its her and hope it is. it just seems like i have an obsession now. what do you guys think, what do you guys suggest. sorry for the long read...any help appreciated