Dearest Hans,
I see what you mean, I think. Whenever I have wine, I feel more open and connected to others, more interested in them, less interested in my effect on them. I also feel less worried and anxious. Love is leaking out through my layers of karma rather than through my own desire to love God. Worry and anxiety show a lack of faith in God's love and forgiveness. Is that correct?
With all love,
Suzaane