When self evaluation fails ... and love to dissolve in love is still missing
Dear Gopu
everyone is unique and full of surprises
you too !!
with all the thousands of files and chapters and lessons i wrote and gave you and all world, by word during your recent visit, by email, ICQ, chat, and in the Cyberspace Ashram - i never can ever remember having told you to solve your problems by your described action:
" ....... banged him against the wall of the trench many times. "
??????? !!!!!!!!!!
3 lessons that night proved to you and about you - FOR your own feedback
- you need to sneak out of your own home - hence you miss the strength and courage to do what you want or need to do
- in any emergency your love is so weak that you solve your problems the "EGO-way"
by brutal force instead of love.
- you may need many more tests in a large variety of situations to overcome weakness of love by strengthening your love toward God and all. Adventures of life - just exactly the kind of adventures THIS very planet has to offer in billions to all - free of charge. Just be ready to do and to accept any challenge ever offered.
true faith in God is when you can sleep next to devil - deeply and lovingly - in a cloud of divine love with your soul and heart having its roots in GOD and nothing but LOVE in your mind and heart !
the only correct method would have been to FULLY open for God and love so much to dissolve any evil or devil forces / spirits around you !!
Nothing else and nothing more or less !!!
Hence
you still have lots to do in your present lifetime
to grow stronger in your body
strong enough to have a really strong heart
strong enough to really let ALL the love flow that is needed to SOLVE and dissolve in love instead of banging against the wall ...
imagine you do that to your very own wife or children or anyone else ...
If a man wants a wife,
then he has to be loving to a degree where he can face devil with a loving smile and dissolve all in love - nothing but love to keep his wife in a peaceful and secure "heaven". Secured in a cloud of love - eternally !
