Last night I saw the first part of an interesting movie: Earthsea
It's a story about a young man that has some gift (siddhi) but is not enough educated to use them. He wants to become a magician. So he met a teacher who tried to teach him but he was too impatient to progress step by step. He wanted to become a STRONG WIZZARD.
The teacher said: I don't want you to become a STRONG wizzard, before you know yourself!
The young man was too impatient though and went to another island, to learn faster. He started to make STRONG magic before he was ready for that and he unlocked his own DARK side. It started following him everywhere and he is FIGHTING with it.
Tonight I'm watching part 2 of the movie :)
Remember Bhagavad Gita? Can you remember what Krisna tells Arjuna about fight? :)
George