Beloved Gurudeva,
After your car accident, how and why did you decide that you should do Martial arts? A common person would have thought that by doing martial art I will aggravate the situation as I believe the doctor did not suggest you that.
Couple of a days back I had a minor ankle twist because of which I did not go to Kung Fu class and swimming. I thought if I try so I will aggravate the pain. I would still believe that I could not have done better. In past when I had done it, it was horrible. But when I think that you used to do 6 hours of martial practice per day when it was far unthinkable to so for a common person, I question if I could have done better.
with love,
gopu