This is a test reply for Hans re-configuration and to also say to you not to feel bad about messing up the instructions - keep loving and practising. With true love and focus all will come. Wine and meat are part of your life for a reason at present, they will drop away naturally when ready (along with will at the right time, guilt about it may have more damaging effect then the meat or wine)and when enough kriyas are done.

You are loved and not alone

Ian