God always wants all to return home asap

It always is your own responsibility to read and apply
it is your responsibility to keep in touch rather than to "touch base" every few weeks or months.

instead of touching base now and then - grow your roots in God permanently and stay in permanent contact with "base"

Increasing steadily is a vital part of Kriya Yoga - after the initial one per month increase in Kriya pranayama for a year - later you will increase far more until one with God.
your plan to increase your kriya pranayama is correct.

if you really focus on LOVE - on improving and applying love in all situations rather than wasting time with your difficulties - then love will dissolve and obstacle within yourself.

always keep the principle of samyama in mind
you are filled with what you focus on

you focus on your problems, on meat or non-veg food
then your mind is longing for what you focus on

in correct procedure you focus on God and Love, on improving love, understanding divine love, on applying divine love

then love is all that is inside your mind, body, soul and heart - no matter what you have around you, outside you in your world on earth.

your "praying about my faults" is really NO priority in God's heart - your LOVE however is the ONLY priority. mistakes we once made never matter as soon as we have learned from them and changed accordingly to a more loving behavior.

love and bliss

hans

P.S.:

the announced Taifun is scheduled for today/tomorrow to pass by
the previous Taifun ... i have posted in my blog about it in very detail as it was quiet an amusing experience for me