To get the flow of love and protection by God back you need to forgive your mother

There will be many Billions you may never belief - mankind on this planet all together is in deepest spiritual darkness. Your focus on God alone can protect you from any imbalance. To have this flow of love and protection by God constantly flowing again, you have to forgive your mum.

The fact that God came to your dad and NOT to your mom shows that whatever he did was more in harmony with God than what mum did or does. However a person never should be judged for seeking love. A person after splitting up with a partner - like in your parents case - is like a boat without anchor. In danger of getting lost. That is very specially valid for a woman losing a male partner.

God made men and women in a sacred way for a very special reason. A woman needs a man to find God unless she herself has dropped all female pride and has been serving God for a long time from the very bottom of her heart in true and utmost sincere love.

Without sincere love no true spirituality. Without feeling God or without having experienced God in a very direct way - most people simply disbelief that to have ANY kind of God-experience is impossible.

God however is nearest to all and ready to bless and love all as soon as the shield of ego, selfish action, betrayal and other harmful behavior has been dropped to allow free flow of love inside and outside.

A regular practice of Kriya Yoga certainly will help you to stabilize your inside and outside and to be ready for a full flow of kundalini at the right time.

Forgive your mother for having been hungry for love - your best friends never belong to you - but are a gift of God to be shared by you with all your best friends. Hence your friend still is your friend and your mom still your mum! Desperate people often do weird things when in panicky fear to lose all love ... No one ever shall judge others for doing what they feel best in a desperate situation. God never judged you nor others - hence how could mankind do so.

Maintain a balanced life - work, nature, love - for the benefit of as many as God sends you. Let all love flow and stop judging others who might be totally different. Learn to remain in love with all no matter what they do, no matter how they are - they all are beloved children made by God - made of Love. The only way that you could prove your mum that God came to you is by showing that you truly love her and your friend more than ever before!

If your good friend love another person to be happy - if you mother finds another lover to be happy - that all has absolutely nothing to do with betrayal but only with love and searching for love and for someone to share love!n If you love your friend then you want your friend to be in love no matter with whom - if you love your mother then you want her to be as happy as can be. May be your father will be more happy alone or with another partner on his way to God.

Love and bliss

hans