Thank you so much for your fast reply. I will try to forgive my mum and rami but does that mean that I have to except there relationship? I will elaborate some more on the situation. When I had my kundalini awakening mum and rami were the only one’s who believed me. Dad was a skeptic of everything and a drinker. And was angry at me so I moved into rami’s house. At the time I was very loving and positive and mum and I had a close relationship. But I did not have a close one with dad. Mum and dad were constantly fighting about the alcohol and spiritual beliefs. Rami and mum were studying a very negative teacher called ramtha the enlightened one and it was all about keeping the power to the self and said love did not exist and that we were each all individual god’s. I now realize it was almost the exact opposite way to god. I tried not to be judgmental about ramtha but I never felt good with it. Rami is a very negative person every positive I would say he would counteract with a negative and eventually wore me down. What made me realize how negative he was at the end when I was helping my friend kylie get of heroin had took her to bed and used her while she was in a vulnerable state. She is now back on heroin. Rami has rotting teeth and smells dirty and dose not look after him self. He has used so many women. I was only a matter of 2 weeks before mum and dad split up that mum said she found him repulsive in a sexaul way I don’t understand how it can change so quickly. The worst part is that mum now has tinea, a bladder infection and a mouth infection and god knows what else. I had to clean kylie and ramis crystallized sweat and blood of my mattress. I think mum has lost her mind. She would not even entertain reconciliation with dad even though he had god and no anger all love and did not drink any more. We all could have had god together and flowed with love forever. But she had too much pride and could not forgive. And the worst part is I can not protect her from her self which was all I was trying to do. I said I cannot and will not except them together because I know it is so wrong. Mum told me she’s isn’t even attracted to him she said that’s just the body but isn’t it body mind and soul. Sorry for such a long letter. There is so much to tell. It has been one strange and profound journey. So I can learn to forgive but do I have to except what I know to be wrong?

Thank you so much
Love and god bless you

Leylani