Virgin in it's original eternal meaning means pure
pure in regard to purity of love
it has no absolute meaning in regard to being sexually untouched or open

it only has to do with being pure in loving, giving love

however here on earth virginity also has the meaning of being CLOSED
physically AD / OR spiritually

while every medical doctor can easily verify if a woman is a physical
virgin - closed
or open

spiritually - only God knows the truth

however

today a girl here - some 40+ years old - married since long time and
having a big son already
proved to be a virgin of spiritual nature

for a lifetime she refused the absolute proof of love to her husband
to give all her love and to accept all his love

hence she proved to be closed despite her physical opening
she repeatedly proved to be a real virgin in her heart
having a son - physically
but a fully closed heart spiritually !!!!

physical opening is of no value or importance as long as the HEART is
closed toward the loved one

truly open means open heart and free flow of love in both directions
truly open also means open heart open pussy
heart to heart, soul to soul
eyes to eyes
skin to skin
... ( ! )

from the loved one into the own heart
and from our own heart into the heart and soul of the loved own

such true and absolute opening can and NEEDS to be proved
again and again

yesterday Galina and Georgi returned home to USA
they left me their most beautiful orchid to be given to who ever loves
or needs most
its exactly the one on the picture below on this post - the picture is
of today

the one cherry girl - married and some 40+ yrs ...
wanted to have the orchid
she loved THAT orchid
she tried - like so many other occasions to sweet talk me into giving
her that orchid
but this time there was a lesson included - because of a repeated
unfinished job / lesson she needed to learn !!

i promised her to give her the orchid

IF ..

she goes to the bar
and buys HER husband ONE drink
pays that drink in cash from HER own money - giving some tipping to the
waitress as well ...

she has to do it in public, in front of all / anyone just happening to
be present -about a dozen were present these minutes, employees and
guests as well -
she has to order and say it loud and tell him ( in local language mix
with English )
"honey ko ( means "darling" ) i offer you a beer"

she said YES to do so

but then seconds later she started to behave like a cherry girl ....

saying YES but looking to escape the proof

she wanted the orchid
but give drink LATER
then she wanted to give drink now but SIGN for the beer instead of
paying cash ( its cheaper for her to sign as she has reduced prices on
all here ! )

it was a long fight
all together may be 10 minutes
]of trying to escape most direct offer to him, at HER own personal and
FULL expense
NO discount allowed, NO delay accepted,
i wanted a FULL direct offer in public ! in exchange for that orchid ...
she was trying to escape and fight ...
may be
just like having a blue marlin or other fighting fish on the hook until
you have the fish aboard your ship ... may be ;-)

then she agreed
went to her room
got her money - tried again to argue while inside her room and searching
for the money - to avoid having to pay ( its less than ONE US$ for a
beer !!! including TIPPING )

finally
and
all the time she laughed, from the bottom of her heart - VERY loud, and
VERY lovingly !!!!!!!!
happy to HAVE to do what she actually LOVES to do - to LOVE her husband
- really, in public and from the bottom of her heart

it was like one part was fighting against loving him in public
the other deeper part of HER was happy of the challenge i offered / insisted
there was no grace or mercy
there was no reduction of the rules
there was ZERO flexibility i allowed as part of our DEAL for the orchid
she gets ONE real orchid for ONE real proof of love ! the TOS i offered
her ( Terms Of Service ) were precise and strict - LOVE against LOVE
either ALL or nothing at all

finally she came
with one 100 Peso bill in her hand
...
i change it into 5 x 20 Peso bills to make sure she can pay in abundance
with plenty of tipping included to make sure husband and waitress are
happy ...


the fight went on
her inner fight
like the big fish - she tried to escape until the last minute or second

we arrived at the bar
she instantly talked in local language to some employees
obviously she planned an internal settlement without public statement

i was next to her ALL the time
refused to accept any side deal or indirect delivery of the ONE beer via
another employee
i wanted HER to order in front of all guests directly from the bar
waitress in charge
ONE in charge - to serve

i wanted to order the beer LOUD and in English so all guest could understand

like a cherry girl
she hoped to escape until the last second
laughing all the time

there was NO way to escape her final step
she went to her husband
side by side
touched his shoulder
told him from the bottom of her heart
what her soul wanted and needed to say and loved to say
and offered him the beer
payed cash
left tipping - plenty
and smiled and laughed

she asked him if he like her to buy a drink
he said YES - of course and of course HE was surprised and smiling as
SHE never did it before as long as i can remember and as long as many of
the employees here could remember ...

he GOT his beer
she MADE her public statement
she laughed all the time - was happy to do what she was tricked by
herself to do
then we went back to her place and she got her orchid
and i took a last picture from that orchid and made a wallpaper for her
computer as a reminder of the joy she felt doing so

and like with every cherry girl
the first time MAY be the only painful time
later on it's only pleasure for BOTH

the pain of losing such virginity comes ONLY from the RESISTANCE against
prove and against FREE and FULL flow of love within the one person
experiencing pain
never can pain come from the actual love flowing

God is very tricky
ego is even MORE tricky
God becomes even MORE lovingly tricky
NO ego ever has a smallest chance to survive in the "fight" against
divine love

so
may be YOU learn from that
and from all similar stories we encounter day by day by the millions
because

most of all mothers are still cherry girl inside their heart and soul
virgins by means of CLOSED heart toward the loved one
failing to provide instant and full proof of love
again and again

soon more about such proof of love

but in the many spiritual micro-letters you have a whole bunch of

true love tests

allowing you to EVALUATE you true love
and to find out if YOU - male or female are still a spiritual true love
virgin after all the years of being together with your present or
previous living partner
enjoy the time AFTER losing your spiritual virginity !
thats when true love STARTS to flow
thats when true happiness starts to be FELT

that feeling is a GLIMPSE of the happiness you may feel and experience
eternally at home - at home = in God !!!

the essence of this story is
EVERY girl has to PAY for the love of her husband
by instantly putting DOWN ALL rejection against HIS love
every girl has to PAY HIS love with HER love

HER FULL love against HIS FULL love - and vice versa !!!

instantly
fully
repeatedly
eternally
publicly

enjoy giving ALL love and receiving ALL love
to and from the one God gave YOU !!

love and bliss

hans

Now i am busy here
but later today i may write several posts here and in forums

one will be about an old wife who behaved like a virgin when i tricked
her in offering a beer to her husband
may be one of the very first offer since years ..

by the end she was but laughing

;-)

and her husband smiling