The only one ever loving you all the time is your heavenly father. Learn to establish a true love-relationship with God. Pray to God like to your sweetest lover. A prayer always should come from the very bottom of your heart, NEVER from your memory of learned by heart prayers.
A prayer to God is a conversation between lover and loved one. See the beauty of God's love in God's nature to see the beauty and intensity of God's love for all his divine children. You too are a child of God, made of love, made to love, made to be loved.