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many of us have experienced different times in life. sometimes or often during the youth - teenage years or even earlier was more spiritual, more intuitive, then during the course of life changes were made - made by us ! decisions were made - by us ...
and many of these decisions and changes were based purely on intellectual facts and seldom on our innermost guidance and feelings. many of these decisions and changes were WRONG - as a result we drifted apart. we drifted apart from our innermost being - split ourselves into TWO - into soul and body !
sometimes pressure from within grew so much that we allowed our innermost being to manifest under certain circumstances under controlled situations
... such as carnival, parties, vacation, travel away from home, Internet, chat, ...
then we go back into separation again - separation from our soul ... more and more
so much separation until we realize one day that our life has become a mess - a huge and ever growing mess and we look back at times when everything was different, better, more in harmony with all. times when we simply KNEW what to do and how to do it. times when things simply went smooth and gentle month after month.
times when we used to meet the right people at the right time at the right place - again and again.
now your mind may even be so blurred - too blurred to SEE the difference from then and now.
go back in your memories - relax and make a review. what initiated your drifting apart and away from happiness and harmony ?
what are you doing NOW different from then ?
look at all factors:
if you have lost orientation NOW and felt better THEN - then go back to THAT point, place, job-situation, friends, most or all factors you had then - re-establish your previous situation as accurate as possible NOW years later. avoid any factors that made you drift away into darkness and loss of love and happiness.
then restart all over again - but with the experience AND knowledge of your HERE and NOW - listen to feelings, to intuition, to inspiration - follow your heart !